a few minutes ago
To the Person I used to be — an open letter to myself.
I’m sorry for reducing your voice to a whisper when it could have been the loudest roars, because I felt like your voice was the least important in the room. I’m sorry for comparing you to others because I thought you weren’t good enough. I am sorry for looking into the mirror and ever thinking you were undeserving of love, happiness and all good things. I am sorry for shaming you when I heard other people do it as well. I’m sorry for not sticking up for you and knowing your worth. I used to ask myself... when that “old” girl would come back... that girl, before she changed. Quite honestly, I still ask myself that from time to time. But I realize now, more than ever; that, that girl isn’t lost, that she isn’t out there searching for her way home... that girl is here, evolving; ever-changing. That girl, was just one of the many layers to this multifaceted Soul. I used to miss that girl so much; I used to think if I was still that person... maybe I wouldn’t feel // seem like such a let down to others. I’m learning though. I’m learning though, with the right people — you would never feel like a let down. You’d never reduce yourself to just a fragment of your being — you’d be too much, you’d do too much... because you just can’t stop. So really, I am sorry for ever blaming you. For punishing you. For limiting you. I will never again not let the world be yours, I will never again not let you take everything you need from the world. It took me a long time to realize you were the earth below me keeping me grounded and upright.
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