10 hours ago
STUDIO SORTING WEEK... I have been really sick for 2 months now.... On top of the massive flare #mastcellactivationdisorder I had the flu and an ear infection one after the other. I couldn't sleep, i couldn't hear in both ears except loud ringing, and the antibiotics that didn't work (3 rounds later) made me really sick as usual.
ALL of this to say that my business, my studio, my art, my creativity get put on hold and turn into a HOT MESS because I cannot take care of anything or be creative when I am sick.... many artists can, but I can't even think straight or get out of bed when I am sick.
I am finally on the mend and CANNOT WAIT to get back to creating ... It is the thing that helps me the most... It is so frustrating not being able bodied. I see all these artists who have achieved so much while I'm lying in bed for 2 months doing nothing but watch tv....I have all the drive, ambition and skill to succeed but a body that that does not want to cooperate ... I fucking hate it to be honest.... .so I have made some VERY big personal and lifestyle changes lately that I think will help put me firmly on the path to a healthy, reliable body that also happens to have a disease.