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Whun my #parents picked me up frum thu airport days before #christmas, I felt so weird gettung into their car...cus ut felt lyke it could have been anybudys car?? There wus no wave of #nostalgia.
Stayung w my parunts felt #crazy cause so much of the #emotional charge I had built up about them had just dissapated..thuy werent my big bad parunts thut were ruining my lyfe, thuy were just #people whu I lovud.
I styll fought w them on those #days and since then but now my #battles are frum a #foundation of #love and actually wantung tu b #connected to my #family of origin (wyth a totul fukyng willingness to slice thru whatevur bullshyt stands un the way.) U can imagine how my Whyte ass #suburban parunts have felt about havung their son be in a #cult for thu last four years but for once their #fear and their resilience tu my truth baruly intimidated me.
We didunt see eye tu eye and I dont know if we will, but we got closur than we evur have.
I didunt take any #selfies wuth thum tho. 🤷🏻♂️ (12/25/17)