a few minutes ago
Yo girl is back! Muhaha. Couldn’t keep me away too long. I didn’t block everyone lol just deactivated for a couple days! Drama aside (The main person messaged me, apologized & admitted they went too far.) I’m sure everyone took something away from the situation. (Myself included, seeing who my true & closest friends are). BUT. Outside of all that, I needed a dang break anyways!
Here’s the thing. I CAN socialize. I have a great personality (well at least I think so 😂) & I love making new friends! But, I am diagnosed with social anxiety; it’s not always rational; simply going to the grocery store for many of you is easy, for me it is not. Among a million other things I brave daily in fear of the exact situation I had to deal with last week. It doesn’t mean I won’t stick up for myself, it means I fear constantly having to. Wanting to return wholehearted messages, mailing out giveaways that mean a lot to me (which I’ve FINALLY accomplished this week being able to focus), & overall the pressure of not wanting to let people down.. it does get taxing. So this short break was needed & I feel sooo much better.
This account is purely to document my mom & I’s adventures at Disney. Posting my favorite pictures. Facing & working on my social fears while trying to make new, genuine, friends. This isn’t a lifestyle blog trying to “influence”. It’s just a personal one; FOR ME. If you’re looking for travel/planning tips, fun pics/adventures of a mom/daughter duo; I’m your girl! Fashion trends.. you’re in the wrong place lol. Following to enjoy our struggles.. ah, well. But this community isn’t that big. Posting anything you wouldn’t want others to see, should probably be rethought. Hiding behind closed groups to indulge in the mean things others are saying is super uncool. I stopped caring a while ago what people think about me, but there are others that still do.
If you’ve made it this far, you must be a reader lol. Next trip will most likely be in April/May! Til’ then, we’ll just keep doing us. I’m fine with any & all unfollows. Hope you’ve enjoyed this novel 🤣💞 you guys rule! Except the haters.. I hope you get soaked on Splash Mountain 😂💦 #EverythingIsSatisfactual