58 minutes ago
Today, for the first time in my adult life i steped out in a swimsuit and gave zero fucks. I never once stopped and wondered if people were staring at me. I wasn't searching for a mirror, glass or shadow all day to see how massive i looked. I enjoyed my day.
While i by no means have a "swimsuit body" or anything close to a flat stomach or pretty thighs, I'm confident in the body I'm in now because im making changes. Last time i steped foot at White water bay i was too heavy to ride the rides. Now weighting 50 pounds less i never had to stop and question if i could or couldnt.
Anywho I'm posting these because, i look foward to seeing how my body has changed at the end of summer. My goal is continue to hold myself accountable and by the end of the summer hopefully my swimsuit will be too big. #summer2018 #mombod