#trying

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15 minutes ago

Decided to change it up a bit and throw in kettle bell swings (not recorded ) and battle ropes. 10 minutes total. 30 seconds on and 30 off for each. HIIT is a great way to burn calories and get it done quicker. I did kettle bell in the middle of the workout and battle ropes in the end.

20 minutes ago

I'm feeling weird again. This is tiresome. I'm trying to keep things in perspective, but I'm literally not in control of this? The last few days I mostly felt numb. On autopilot, sick and just getting through work and studying after work. But today something is just... off, again. I'm sad, but I don't know why. I've been trying to focus on school but so far have only accomplished one thing I mapped out to do today, and I can't gather the energy to get back to it. I'm restless but don't want to or feel like I can't do anything, or more like I don't know what to do. I really want a cigarette but that's dumb because I just started feeling better and I've been doing very well at not smoking. I really want a drink but that's also dumb and I've been doing very well at sobriety in general. There's no point to this. Will prob take a walk later. Or maybe spend money I shouldn't/don't really have on a movie I don't care about, as long as I get out of this place. #mentalhealth #selflove #selfcare #anxiety #hellodarknessmyoldfriend #naturephotography #outdoorphotography #nature #sunset #sunsetporn #wanderlust #restless #adventure #growth #journey #trying #nyc #travel #beauty #beautiful

36 minutes ago

Also did my backbend/crab/wheel poses and A LOT of 🙆‍♀️ 🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️ swipe across for video if you want to see how my hand/arm/shoulder movement is coming along #stillmessy #yoga #crabpose #wheelpose #chakrasana #urdvhadhanurasana #stretch #stretching #flexibility #tryingtogetbendy #positivevibes #fitnessfreak #fitmom #irishgirl #irish #progressnotperfection #progress #mobility #trying #winning #keepmovingforward #inversion #yogainspiration #yogaeverydamnday #yogadaily #backbend #yogawheel

37 minutes ago

Never low bar squatted before today (at least this heavy). Light day today, was trying to go fast but legs couldn’t keep up with my mind. 405 for a few. Excited that my friend and new coach @bdstrength is going to completely break down my form in all 3 of my lifts so that I can actually be competitive in this sport. Maybe I’ll compete again in a year or so, but I’m in no rush. #powerlifting #trying #bodybuilding #instagram #inbobwetrust

42 minutes ago

Just got my camera today and had to try it. Idk what I’m doing but I thought I’d share a photo of my sis being annoyed af with me pointing the camera at her face 😂😂 #trying #learning #canon6dmarkii

40 minutes ago

Kinda lost interest in music and pretty much everything because of my depression.. but tonight i decided to just play a song i quite like and sing to it, Haven't posted a proper singing video on anything for ages. .. especially with my face in it ... got my baby girl with me ❤ #singing #piecebypiece #kellyclarkson #singingwithmydaughter #guitar #instrument #music #musician # #trying #tryingtobeconfident #heregoes #ahhhh #depression #anxiety #selfharm #suicide #suicideprevention #havecourageandbekind #survivor

an hour ago

My thought of the day ~ sometimes in life things don't go to plan, but that should never stop us all from doing the best that we can, friendships relationships and or marriages can fall apart, but please don't let that stop you from loving with your whole heart, having time to reflect and heal, is very important and a big deal, because the really badly damaged and or hurt, without the proper mending tend to go on to treat others indecently or like dirt, we need to learn to constantly let go and forgive, in order to peacefully and successfully live, it is never the actual situation or the circumstance, that stops us from continuing on with our song and dance, but rather our reactions and or attitude, and whether or not we can still express our gratitude, things are never as bad or hopeless as they seem, we just have to hold onto the courage to restart our dream, and I don't care if you're 20 40 or 60, no matter where you are in life there's always that opportunity to be content and happy 🙏❤️😁 #living #experiencing #learning #growing #loving #appreciating #giving #inspiring #trying #improving

an hour ago

I’m back... okay so I left bc I needed a break to get some stuff straight. Idk ig I’m just having a bad day, all I want to do is cut... but I’m not going to because a certain person needs me.

an hour ago

Getting better at drawing, so proud of himself and I'm so proud of him 🎨😍👌